Tulips
Miserable, I sit, stunned by the dreams that cloud my mind…..
That night… When I truly felt alive…
The trail of tulips I left leading you to me… The knot in my chest growing as you walked up the stairs.. Making sure the ring was where I left it.. My heart beating knowing full well that tomorrow
Might never come….
But tomorrow did come… And your love kept me alive… I found hope…
Today… The wreckage has torn that hope from my body… If my heart still beats, well …I don’t feel it…… Today„„ I’ll let the numbness swallow me whole…..
Now all I can do is sit here in this wasteland…………
